Breathe a little, Live a little, Yearn a little, Burn a little

Writing

  • Poem: Woman Without A Past

    Poem: Woman Without A Past

    Let go, they say, of those old stories.Those tired, sad and misbegotten tales,The naive, lost or self deceptive memories,That hold you frozen in embrace.Who am I then, where do I belong?If the past doesn’t need to existWill today too, one day, be gone?How do I anchor myselfKnowing that it’s possible for continents to disappear.All it…

  • Poem: On being a poet

    Poem: On being a poet

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    Can a poet be happy, I truly wonder?Except as a temporary passing whimIf she decides, weary of angst,To allow mundane happiness in.Poetry, for me, means a flight of my soulSoaring past the limits society holds.I exult in joy, and bleed in passion,Weep for love, emotions crashingAgainst the rocks that hold me inThe words emerge from…

  • Poem: The Whys and Wherefores

    Poem: The Whys and Wherefores

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    All the whys and whereforesThe thus and therefores.All the times I thought of you and smiled.All the wishes and dreamsThe versions of realities,All the times I really wish I hadn’t cried. In the moments of love, all voices just hushIn my heart, everything is as it should be.In this world full of of flaws, the…

  • In Defense of Being Fallible

    In Defense of Being Fallible

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    Over the last few days, I’ve been collecting stories and painting women who rose above the ordinary in their lives. Quite honestly, I felt a little ashamed from time to time, that I didn’t already know their names or what they had accomplished. If I could, I listened to YouTube biographies and interviews, and marveled…

  • The Anger of Resistance

    The Anger of Resistance

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    Twenty years ago at a dinner party, I remember watching as a colleague’s wife laid out a massive feast on her dining table. Helped by the other women, one by one, the various entrees were heated, garnished and set on a beautifully embroidered tablecloth. The children were corralled, herded, served and supervised to ensure they…

  • I Own My Labels

    I Own My Labels

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    “You need to get past the gender thing. You have to look at the issues. You can’t vote for her just because she is a woman.” I am slip sliding very quickly past middle age into uneasy maturity, my hair is mostly grey defiantly colored, I’ve given up on fitting into my thin jeans and…

  • Dreams of Refuge

    Dreams of Refuge

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    I woke up in tears today, my heart pounding, my throat hoarse from desperate nightmare screams for my family as the train slowly pulled out of some unknown station. It had been equal parts terror and grief, loss of those I loved and cared for and fear for myself, untethered and disconnected in this world.…

  • Appearances

    Appearances

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    She looked like a serene angel, glowing in the depths of rancid hell. Smooth alabaster high brow, swathe of dark hair falling neatly across her slim shoulders. Dark leather straps barely holding together the shimmering fall of white south silk dress, faintly gleaming with woven threads of real gold. But it was her eyes that…

  • Poem: Fragile Rainbows

    Poem: Fragile Rainbows

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    They say, haven’t you learnedYour lesson? Don’t go paintingSunny rainbows on storm drenchedClouds, you will only get hurt.There are days when I envy theSoft blanketed fireside comfort and wishI could curl up next to the cat, holdingThe book everyone says is just soAmazing but I know I can’t.There are rainbows to be paintedAnd dreams to…

  • Poem: My Home

    Poem: My Home

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    Decorated by my love and imagination Home is wherever I lay my head.